Um I have SO many blog posts I wanna write! But they can wait. For now. I'll do them at the weekend, or something. (I seem to say that a lot, I noticed. Umph).
Well, it seems i've left a few bits and bobs out. Like how I no longer have hair.
Um. Yeah. So, I no longer have hair. On a whim, I went to the salon and asked for a shave. It was rather emancipating actually; you know, I fully embraced the whole I am a black girl and 'I am not my hair' movement. YE-ahhhh...
And, it seems I might vlog once in a while now. But only of me singing. And i'm only doing this now because, well, being frank, I was too chicken before. And then I found myself in this funk of a mood of aloofness and utter blahness, mixed with a bit of the 'bleurgh syndrome'.
*bleurgh syndrome: Where nothing at all matters. Not even friends. But you're still sort of okay?! Your tweets/facebook and whatever depict no signs of bleurgh-ness, but you're just bleurgh* It takes a genius to understand this syndrome really.
The blah- funk- bleurgh mood however made me blog profusely, ANDDDD start 'poem-ming' again after a VERY long hiatus! I am glad about THAT.
And all of a sudden, today, i'm SOOOO happy. Like really happy. All thanks to the big guy up there no doubt, so I owe him a big thank you and an ultimate shoutout! Thank you JESUS!
Hence the vlogging; *phew. Got to the point FINALLY! Sorry!*
Except I don't know HOW to vlog. So it's gonna come soonish! Like tomorrow, by God's grace.
I don't think you realise how NERVOUS I am about this. I don't do such. Which is why I have NEVER summoned the courage to do an 'outfit post'. But since i'm in this whole 'carpe diem' episode of my life, I. am. going. to. do. an. outfit. post.
"Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,
even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast."
This was a major MAJOR help in bringing me out my bleurgh - funk mood. My friend recommended this and it was MORE than helpful! *thanks*
see? No hair!
So yeah. Expect a vlog post soonish.
And Carpe Diem.